I want to BUrn INdonesia DOWN


I want to burn INdo down. ppl there are insensible. why are they burning forests for goodness's sake?! grrrrr. the pharmacy was in chaos today. i can assure u it's the worst day of my working life in cgh. cuz it was hell busy, pharmacists were being bitchy and Pharmacy technicians were irritated and customers and patients were being.. ANNOYINg. I felt so lame, being dragged in conflicts today. though it wasnt my fault, but i kinda got scolded for like a few times? gosh. it's so annoying. sigh. the whole world's sick. i want indonesia to DISAPPEAR. so that no one would have the most brilliant ideas to even think of burning damn forests. why dun they burn themselves. at least we wont experience haze for the next few years after a massive one. ho ho ho. im getting destructive. and i promise myself, i will NOT WORK in cgh in the days to come. NEver. i cant wait for another 3 months to be over.

gladys' bdae tmr. =) wow. marcus's going to cook la! wad a sweet bf. i do hope gladys really appreciate him la. =) and charm, im really sorry. i'd been a pathetic best friend. i guess i am. it's okie if she's angry with me. cuz i really din do my part. sigh feeling so guilty. but she's always so forgiving and all? i feel even worse. slogging my life away in the pharmacy, seriously isnt something fun to do i guess. cuz it kinda screw up all my mood everytime.

had lunch only at 2 plus today. i nearly fainted liao la. so hungry. now my whole body is like aching. i wonder if it's because im still feeling sick. =( my lymph nodes are hell swollen. think if it doesnt subside i'll go see a doc AGAIN. wads up with me man. i hate the sight of medical ppl now la. i want to change course. HAHA.

and guess wad! my flu medicine given by the doc. i always thought im supposed to eat it 3 times a day. until i read carefully that it's stated TWO times a day on the label!!!! wa lao. so for the past few days i'd been overdosing myself. i feel LAME. so much for being one who works at the outpatient pharmacy everyday. haha. im LAME. no wonder i'd been feeling weird. i thot it was just, NORMAL. thank GOd i din die or something. haha.

went to work with jeff today again. i wonder where he gets all his strength and energy from. but yeah, very sweet. oh well. wad can i say? hmmm. duno. i should just stop asking weird qns. i think tt'd be good enough. right? haha. i feel dumb sometimes. cuz i thikn too much. i should just rest la. i need it. kinda tired after a long day today.

alright. last day of work for the week. work hard gracey! hehe. and yup, hope tmr's dinner would be GREAT. hehe. gdnight.