bad day

ahhhhhhhh. im having very bad stomach cramps. i want to die already. sigh. took half day off today. cuz it was simply too painful, and just as i expected, the pain didnt cease, until now. ahhhh. this sucks.

went to bugis to return joanne her laptop. then went to bras basah and looked around for arts fest materials cuz i dun thinki'd have time this weekend to do so. met jeff for lunch since he was on his way for work orientation. found alot of banner companies, would callthem up to ask for quotes soon, and also, found interesting things for arts fest! haha. white masks, hardened clays for drawing.. blah blah. im just so excited for arts fest. though right now is the stressfu period whereby we have no clue wad to do next, but i believe we'll, very soon. =) nothing can be too hard for us. press on with that thinking in mind, i guess we should be fine. yeah, after tt i felt weak and giddy, so i decided to head back home. fell dead aslp on the bus until i nearly missed my bustop. after i got home.. i just SLept. din know i was so tired, perhaps its also due to the cramps la. sigh.

woke up at 7. so went over to gram's house for dinner. and here i am, ever since then. halfway thru my log book. cuz i din write it this morning in the end, as my cramps killed me. =( go go go, God, i need to finish it today yeah, so pls curb my cramps for awhie pls. =(

ahhh. bendy ah bendy, start working harder okie? cuz im not around in sch, know it's stressful but u have to do something abt the club. admin stuff, though u might not be the best person to do, but still u have to do or be part of the doing. sigh. i wish i could say all this to him. but ayes. dun want to stress him out too much, yet i wished he's doing more things. oh man. nvm. we shall see how it goes yeah? after all, he's not in it alone. cuz im here. haha. but oh well, i really feel like strangling him to death sometimes. he drives me to my grave. ahhhhh. speechless.

im falling deeper and deeper each day. wonder ifits a good thing. haha. but now.. i guess im happier.

going off le. stomach hurts. dyiung le. bb