If I Knew

I am sick and tired of people taking me for granted.
honestly, if you're thinking of getting something out off me, go away from me.

i never thought that organising a trip for a group of poeple will be that difficult.
but today, i see it and realised.
now it just feels a dread to be doing anything because who knows, everything goes unappreciated.

there are many reasons why people will never be able to stay friends forever.
because their personalities do not fit and why try so hard.
i think i slowly realised that in my years of studies.
coming to my last year, time to wake up the idea!
don't bother. because when you don't bother, nothing bothers you.

today is my last day of work.
i just to leave happily and be happy that im a free soul once again.
of course - free as in i don't need to work that hard in a confined office.
but i work hard at home and all.
so fuck it.

having lunch with big boss soon.
waste my time.
can everyone just leave me alone please?
im going through a really tough time dealing with my roller coaster emotions.
feeling frustrated everyday is just too hard for me to bear.