BOOOOO! =S

Feeling lousy this early morning! 

received results (1 subject) from last term's exams.

got a low C and for goodness sake. 

Once again, I got a C

it is record breaking for my usual good grades.

i remembered clearly how i felt like stabbing myself after walking out of the exam hall - because i barely wrote 1/2 a page for section A when u needed 4 pages. 

I hate myself for being so stupid without general knowledge and common sense

Sigh! i hate cars. officially. 

and i have people who's saying they may fail and all 

honestly, the real sad ones have not even said a word!

so, be sensitive and stop saying such things. 

Poor Yani. I hope she's feeilng better. 

I promise myself i'll mug like hell this term. 

but im thinking how when im so packed everyday - despite working just 2.5 days a week. 

and honestly, im getting damn sick and tired of people taking me for granted.

when i ask for things - it means i need it.

they really think im so damn free to send several msges over a few days to chase for the same old thing?

im seriously pissed off. 

i used to love and always willing to help organize meetups and all.

but these days, people just make me feel that it's all redudant

now, i shall adopt a new mindset

u want, u ask from me. if not dont even bother thinking that i am going to make sure all things are done well.

i cant be bothered anymore.

people, quit having this expectation of me. 

when i tried, and it doesnt work, dont even think that im going to do it again. 

people who think that im just kicking a fuss over the so called small thing,

get out of my life. 

i don't need anymore wallaces in my life. 

and in fact, he's much better than many in my life right now.