Wah! I'm so sleepy right now.
exam period is always a nightmare for me.
because somehow, my work in office is never ending. and it's especially hard now with just 3 women in the team, including me. :(
worked till 10pm just to finish some of the work last night, with michelle.
wa lao eh it's really painful to be working the cold office after 7pm.
the amount of energy drained was exaggerating - because i could barely keep my eyes open when it's finally 945pm
once i reached home, i stoned, and i slept.
just finished a large portion of my revision - studied like mad. cuz i want to go for dinner with bf later. :)
got expiring dining vouchers and i need to spend it.
and yay! good news.
we finally signed the lease agreement for our flat! :)
this means - i am planning for marriage plans already.
and yes, grace chan is finally going to get married soon! oh. ok maybe not so soon. a few years time.
seems so long to me.
but compared the last time, i think i am able to see long term periods better than before.
i guess it makes a difference when you are half past 50 years old?
haha.
i don't know.
but yes, the route to after 25 feels scary.
this is when we decide what we really want to do in our career
and sadly, i have absolutely no idea where i should progress.
its funny cuz i was talking to michelle about the different stages in life.
and she told me, when she's 25, she was a little depressed when her birthday passed.
and it seemed pretty normal cuz her sister and friends went through that too.
at least for a month or two.
haha. im not surprised.
but it is high time to think about whether i want to stay in this stupid office or not.
i'd been doing alot more planning than before, which i really enjoy.
just that all the other mundane work like video editing is drowning and sucking my life away.
and also - what do i get after all these hard work?
i do not know.
thinking of finding a part time job after this term's exams.
as usual - i take a thousand years to decide even before i realise it.
i havent had a break - ever since when? school days where i slogged my life away for asc.
then immediately went to work, continued slogging.
and even after i passed the asc era - like finally, i am still slogging for my work and studies.
i don't know when is this going to end.
like it will ever end right?
older people will say im whining and complainig big time about my life.
in fact, i am not. i am just tired.
and i want to spend sometime behaving like a student.
before i really need to go out there and get some real cash.
and yes! im in the midst of planning a business w my fellow colleagues.
im gonna make sure this happens.
alrighty. time to slp to rest my brain before i wake up to study again.
and then, thats dinner with bf! :D
it feels really good seeing him these days. hehehe.
Byebye!
exam period is always a nightmare for me.
because somehow, my work in office is never ending. and it's especially hard now with just 3 women in the team, including me. :(
worked till 10pm just to finish some of the work last night, with michelle.
wa lao eh it's really painful to be working the cold office after 7pm.
the amount of energy drained was exaggerating - because i could barely keep my eyes open when it's finally 945pm
once i reached home, i stoned, and i slept.
just finished a large portion of my revision - studied like mad. cuz i want to go for dinner with bf later. :)
got expiring dining vouchers and i need to spend it.
and yay! good news.
we finally signed the lease agreement for our flat! :)
this means - i am planning for marriage plans already.
and yes, grace chan is finally going to get married soon! oh. ok maybe not so soon. a few years time.
seems so long to me.
but compared the last time, i think i am able to see long term periods better than before.
i guess it makes a difference when you are half past 50 years old?
haha.
i don't know.
but yes, the route to after 25 feels scary.
this is when we decide what we really want to do in our career
and sadly, i have absolutely no idea where i should progress.
its funny cuz i was talking to michelle about the different stages in life.
and she told me, when she's 25, she was a little depressed when her birthday passed.
and it seemed pretty normal cuz her sister and friends went through that too.
at least for a month or two.
haha. im not surprised.
but it is high time to think about whether i want to stay in this stupid office or not.
i'd been doing alot more planning than before, which i really enjoy.
just that all the other mundane work like video editing is drowning and sucking my life away.
and also - what do i get after all these hard work?
i do not know.
thinking of finding a part time job after this term's exams.
as usual - i take a thousand years to decide even before i realise it.
i havent had a break - ever since when? school days where i slogged my life away for asc.
then immediately went to work, continued slogging.
and even after i passed the asc era - like finally, i am still slogging for my work and studies.
i don't know when is this going to end.
like it will ever end right?
older people will say im whining and complainig big time about my life.
in fact, i am not. i am just tired.
and i want to spend sometime behaving like a student.
before i really need to go out there and get some real cash.
and yes! im in the midst of planning a business w my fellow colleagues.
im gonna make sure this happens.
alrighty. time to slp to rest my brain before i wake up to study again.
and then, thats dinner with bf! :D
it feels really good seeing him these days. hehehe.
Byebye!
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