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Thursday, November 03, 2011

Disgusted by people's actions

Ai! it's a super long day for me today.
i had a long day standing with my heels at the career fair at SP.
and then class - accounting that killed my brain cells
and then editing work assignment for bf (but i willingly do so because it's for him :) )

something happened today. which got me pretty upset and losing my foothold in how i want to move on from here.

i think im lookng for a job soon. my co. suddenly sacked one of my colleagues (older one admin exec) yesterday. they threw him the letter at 5pm and told him yest was his last day. he was such a good colleague, hardworking, willing to learn, but management just saw him as spare tyre. i couldnt stand it. because it was so sudden, they simply did not respect him at all. i am so not going to work for a management ilke that. moreover, they're asking another collaegue (from my sis co. who sits opp me in office) to leave too. STUPID buggers. they should be the ones to leave since they do nothing anyway.

im very disappointed in how they manage things. pay come late, cant take taxi now and cant claim public transport, work till wee hours, most importanly, they do not respect ppl. my entire team was very angry. can u believe it, we called the office to look for him (my ex colleague now) today then to find out that he's not in offce. called him on hp then realised his last day was yesterday?! HOW RIDICULOUS and demoralising. i think my manager would have at least been nice enough to say a former good bye than to diss him like that. very angry with her actually cuz she's not protecting her staff.

talked to mic on our way to sch today. he said welcome to the corporate world. this is life and politics in every company. i was in awe of what he said actually. because if it's really true, i know this is not the place for me. I am not going to go up the business ladder or do anything like that in future. because it totally irks me. being in the 1st private company in my entire work life so far, it has given me much insights on how people work,how ppl climb up the ladder using all sorts of means, even if that means stepping on ppl. i don't think im up to this game honestly.

Even if i have room for growth over here, i do not think i want to be under such a management. it's disgusting.

now im trying to help my ex colleague to find a job. hopefully it's successful so that he and his family do not have to starve. being at the age over 40, honestly, it is super hard to get a job these days with a decent pay. i know because im in this line.

sigh upset and tired. i just want my bed now. gdnight. 


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