'Gd Afternoon Friends'!

haha. just thought of that because little Lele had been chanting that to me for the past 2 nights.
he's getting damn cute these days, when he is not throwing tantrum.
i seriously think that my aunties have spoilt him to the max already.
little weiwei (the new born) is getting more adorable each day as he grows. =)
hope this year is a better year for my family.
praying for my parents health though.

Alrighty!
updates!
i had a 2 hour chat with boss last week. dont' know if i wrote on the blog.
it was a miserable session because for 1hr 50 min, he talked nonstop.
told me about pros and cons of govt and private sector.
well i only spoke for last 10 min.
that is to reject whatever he has said, and told him i'm bent on leaving.

then! whats next.
had been drowning myself in meeting up with the ASc kids.
to finish up things here and there as much as i could.
because, tkb is not getting anyone to replace me in terms of programme details.
all that new advisor is doing - programme outline, and booking of venues.
seriously, what is the point?
met her with edmund. she sounded damn nasty which i thought that seriously isn't the way to put your message across.
the kids are worried with my absence, and yet you cant assure them with good faith.
Nvm, putting that aside, nothing could be worse than what came next.

met tkb with edmund.
he blatantly told me the plan for outdoor AR shall not be done.
and it's because i'm leaving, thats why the plan is cancelled.
i thought all would be good if i managed to get the kids to plan beforehand.
argued with him in the meeting.
because, how could he change his mind just like that?
well - i guess thats the sad fact of life.
and i realised, how little support i'd been getting from this so called 'team'.
people like mark had been going ard telling the whole world how worried is he to be thrown my leftover work and all.
these group of people, had a good life with student development title, which i had been struggling all my life in TP to get things done.
despite the immense workload at koolwerkz, i took time to do it.
i just couldnt understand why couldnt they do a little bit more.

i do not expect people to have the same amount of dedication, interest, passion as me.
but at least, be a little more responsible for the kids you're to take care of.
tkb, that was major disappointment.
i have wasted mine and the kids efforts for the past 2 months of planning and meeting.
i think i would have spent it more constructively if he decided to tell me earlier this couldnt be done.
don't get it wrong, i asked and affirmed this with him at least thrice.
empty promises are the worst. that you'd ever support.

so the only thing i told him at the end of the day was,
'thank god i'm leaving tp. i think i made the right choice'
he gave me a cynical smile and thats it. alright!

was a little down last week due to this.
the lack of support i had for the past 2 years was.. not just in KW. i realised.
and now it made me wonder, why did i work so hard for?
i should not have even resisted when i was taken out of this team.
it is pretty disheartening to realise it only when i'm leaving u know.

and yup! so AR, need to re-plan.
with the limitations of facilities in TP this year, things are getting more challenging.
i hope all goes well for them.
it's time i start to let go. i know.

i was just browsing at all the photos taken for the past year in ASC.
i found that i am missing the kids!
the times spent together, and how they gave me a birthday surprise.
all these, will be with me even when i leave tp.
little nostalgic though.

i'm glad i'm leaving. really do.
this time, it feels totally different from the time i left pharmacy back then.
too much things that i have to learn to let go.
my responsiblities, the things undone, things i failed to accomplish and all.
think this will be in my mind and time will be needed for adjustment period!

ahhh uncle went for lunch with his old friend.
left me in the factory.
i need to go back to TP!
fhungry. come back soon pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

=) Happy Chinese New Year!
I wish get more ANgbao this year!
ok update again. byebye!