1st week of the year - not good.

I actually planned to start the year feeling all excited and cheery.
but i cant.

skipped the first work day of the year and was rather happy
spent the day with bf since it's our 1.5 years this week!
so yup, that was the only happy day so far.

tuesday, got back to work.
got said by boss who sent me email at 12.30pm dot last friday, to tell me not to take off.
i was busy shifting things here and there since 11.45am and did not read any emails after that.
and then he said i went ahead to take off without informing him.
i think hes crazy. but it's ok.

the thing that got me really tired wasnt this at all.
openhouse ordered 3000 cups of ice creams to be distributed on thurs - sat.
so much planning to do, to distribute at different locations
it doesnt help when i do not have the power to gather students to help.
had to depend on mark tan, the unusually dependable one when it comes to mobilizing students.

then, it was staff sales.
seriously, this is not going to work out.
the location, the 1-woman show, the overwhelming workload that comes after selling such as chasing them to return me boxes and ice pakcs, and banking in money and issuing receipts.
i'm So fucking exhausted.
it does not help when the bloody freezer is at level 2 of the lab where there's not access other than the stairs, if not, have to walk a long way jus tto get to the lift.
that is just the storing point
i have to bring everything to design school to store in the freezer for staff collection.
it never felt that bad standing there like an idiot for last 30 - 45min of your work time waiting for people to pay u cash and take their ice cream, until today.

I am half drenched.
shelter was minimum and wherever i stood, rain was coming in.
my coin envelope tore and coins were rolling everywhere.
i had to pick them up one by one.
how, in what way do i not sound like an idiot?

today, i spent 3/4 of my time running around school.
literally, running insted of walking.
all the sai kang, i got it.
and it's the 1-woman show all the way.
went to toa payoh to buy containers.
it's amazing how i lasted thus far.

and now it's 6.40pm.
i'm gonna change into my one and only tshirt in the office
and now im thinking if i should go for class.
mood is bad. weather is bad.
everything is stopping me from gonig.
perhaps i should just be bad and go home today. sigh.

now i don't even feel like going bangkok this sun.
it feels that bad huh.

i had to postpone the original interview with NTU to next week.
when next week?
im not sure even if i could take leave.

wad a great start for 2011.
it's either i quit whining, or rather, i've no time to whine.
Or... i leave.

rights.

Only new year resolutions for the year:
- excel in my studies
- exercise weekly

bYe.