had been studying like crazy.
indeed, I enjoy the peace and serenity - for revision purpose of course.
apart from that, it's hell boring.
other than the labtop-there's really nothing else i can do here.
Ok, perhaps slping? but thats a no no when u're supposed to be awake studying!
thursday night ended on a bad note - i ended work only at 9pm.
it was gross, because i thought i could leave at like 7.30pm the latest.
oh well forget it.
reached hm, quickly packed my stuff here and there
and parents fetched me over to brother's hse, with of course my bro to orientate me in the hse!
i sort of had a culture shock when i finally reached his apartment.
I mean - perhaps i have nv tried living alone.
and wa lao - they are really dirty people?
it felt like this hse had been vacant for years - not just a week or two.
the layer of dust accumulated everywhere was scary?
i had nv seen such things in my own hse before- that shows how good my mum is
my nose and eye itched.
and i spent the rest of the night doing major clean up of impt areas
the study room, the living room, kitchen, and most imptly, bed room.
din bother washing the toilet which was filled with dust.
GOD i ended everything at 2am and slept like a pig.
well i was pretty scared of slping alone initially - but din feel that at all at 2am that night!
woke up on fri, feeling better
and studied like hell.
of course had breaks here and there.
econs is forever boring and nv interesting.
i was bored bored bored! felt like i'm living on a mountain.
Sat - same thing
only that i stopped studying at 6pm last night.
i was too bored, really too bored.
imagine i did not open my mouth to talk to anyone for hours
thats major killer.
thank god bf visited me for dinner last night!
i cooked. and they're pretty nice! hahaha.
yummyyyyy.
slept and now im awake here alone again.
sian.....
but yeah super driven to study - since i'm 2 days away from exam.
just that, i think im hweading hm tonight.
need to go buy mineral water at changi then head to MJR. faint.
fancy doing that a day before exams
and come on, it's not as bad as having the event on my exam day.
next wed - sat is gross
i'm expecting myself to die for exams.
everyday staying late for work......
and how to study?
i doubt.
the company offered to let me start in feb.
finally - phew.
however, i'm still hesitant.
don't know why.
as usual lah, the thinking alot grace chan.
so freak it, and move on with life.
shall not think anymore.
this job sucks because... even when imon exams leave
i have to read mails and plan deliveries and answer to enquiries.
seriously, f* my boss.
so yup, even heading to new company wont be that bad, cuz at least
I HAVE A REPLACEMENT.
i don't need to feel like a VIP at work, seriously.
I've come to realise - being vip is nothing good at all.
take sis for example.
the workload can crush you.
ayes!
cant wait for 26th to come.
everything will be over.
Alrights, shall go back to study!
To my beloved sis:
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!
REMEMBER YOU'RE LOVED!
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