low.

low spirits today.
my hse is overly crowded with my sis in law and brother's unexpected moving in 2 nights ago.

the doc said she's almost due. like HUH. when the baby is supposed to be born only 1 month later.
so now she's on pills to control the contraction and delay birth.

so that night, at 12am.
they came in with bags of all sizes. I felt like i'm in a refugee camp all of a sudden.
and of course, unexpected disruption made me really uncomfortable.
as i foresee myself getting out of the damn hse to study instead of having a room to myself.
come on people, i'm already stretched for time for revision.
more distractions?

sigh.
and mood is definitely not good
when ur not so thin sis-in-law enjoys mocking her little sis here being fatter than she first saw me.
come on, i just didnt want to be bitchy.
she probably had put on more than 10kg of weight since the 1st day i knew her.
when it's already distrupting, it becomes extremely annoying.
worse thing is, you cant really be rude, can you.

and bf had to join in the fun to make me feel worse.
Guess what do I enjoy most living with my parents right now?
i don't have annoying people coming in to make unnecesasry comments abt
my room, my body size, my tv, my mode of working at hm, my dog.

pretty upset now.
cuz going hm is no longer peaceful.
and bf thinks im throwing tantrum. i'm just upset for the insensitivity.
of something that i always stressed about.
really, whatever.

counting down the hrs to holiday.
but it's no longer a holiday having more than 2 persons at hm.
i'm disturbed. badly.