not because of the workload,
but the irritating flu and cough that caught me unaware.
and it had been lasting longer than i've expected.
It's the kind of cough that comes up whenever ur throat is dry, and breathe in cold air.
which means - i cough like crazy whenever i was sitting in office.
there went this supposedly peaceful 1 week sitting in office clearing my admin work.
Because of this, i barely worked this week.
monday mc, wed pm leave just to go home and slp.
nevertheless, i dragged myself to class, on tue and wed nights.
orders are slowing down. thank god.
cuz the production cum QA/QC rate arent getting any better.
there had been tonnes of prob with quality of ice cream lately.
I really am wishing that i'll not be involved in this cuz it's too troublesome to be.
Entrepreneurship workshop gonna be held on 18th June.
My first, Asc's Second since last year.
Responses werent that good, i'm praying for more to come.
Because this will determine how much effort I have to put in after this.
without a good ending to the workshop, the motivating factor will not be there.
Sigh. Entreprenuership talk, is not working well.
Basically, it has always been a pain working w external ppl and not being in control.
I'm thankful for vesak day. though i din pretty much had a good rest.
Met Janelle and Janice in my hse for a simple lunch. It was good catchin up and listening to one another's woes at work.
Well, it's the usual few, but all we needed were listening ears.
It makes me look forward to the National day's long weekend, since we decided to plan an outing. =)
Next, met Ben, Zhenhan, Pan, Rachel, Zw, Peck for dinner at Astons.
Cant believed we went to play lan after that, L4D!
though i did not play, but it really seemed more interesting watching them play.
funniest thing to be watching ppl playing lan when it's my first time entering shop like this.
Then, k session which seemed forever longgggg.
Zhenhan was simply too enthusiastic that got us all tired by end of 1am.
basically, i was EXHAUSTED.
reached hm at 3am, and i died.
Met sis at her hse today.
it's the hottest day of my life. well i know, i always have this HOTTEST day of life.
HAHA.
her mum cooked and we had a good lunch!
after which was a series of camp briefing. got pretty heavy in content and my brain was little slower than usual.
now it sounds like the camp is really drawing near.
made me wonder when am i going to sit myself down and think through Mine.
It's gonna be stressful.
I knew it. July is not a good month for events.
Basically, youth day's coming and orders will slam me damn hard for ice cream.
Exam is coming in mid July, with 3 modules which i barely started revising.
Nv been so worried about exams before. feels really weird and at a loss.
and whats up for studies club? Tonnes of things.
End June, AGM and Sub com recruitment drive.
2 weeks of interview plus a sub com selection 1D1N workshop on 9th - 10th July
I KNOW - ITS MY BDAE. HOW SAD CAN LIFE BE.
Exams on 15th, 17th and 20th.
I guess i'm driving this, since.. TKB happily let me decide how i want it to be.
Then ubin ltc on 24th - 25th July.
I think i'll just die and this year bdae, i wont enjoy.
because i'll rather spend more time, slping at home.
Sigh.
Today clar and i talked.
we laughed and wondered why are we doing all this to ourselves.
i don't know too.
sometimes it's weird.
to me, i wondered if its a job, or i just want to do it.
but i'd say, if i have no passion for this, i wont bother initiating.
because it's not that im going to get MORE increment or money by having these extra work.
sometimes these main comm ppl simply drive me crazy.
Other than handling projects, i have to settle their disputes.
I kept telling myself, always do it as though it's the last time.
but I guess, it will be.
cuz im really in serious consideration of leaving next year.
too much at work, not able to focus on studies.
which is not going to make my money for uni worth it at all.
I'm hating this vicious cycle of feeling poor.
though i nv mention it seriously, but im really poor.
it's very sad that i cant buy what i want these days.
cuz i don't even have enough for meals.
sighhhhh.
im hoping july come soon, for the only reason that i may get some increment which will ease my burden.
feeling all these these days stop me from doing many things.
tiring.
burdens to my mind.
The only happier thing that happened recently is that
i've scored both As for my first 2 modules exams! =)
ONLY thing, and thats not long lasting.
cuz it's adding pressure to study harder and do well again this round.
which is gonna be tough. business law is gross. difficult.
not to mention econs which i condemn cuz of its graphs.
alright. im depressed
real tired.
bye!
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