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Had been drowning in work.
everyday from 8.30am - 6pm.
after work, drown in classes, or OLTC.
SIGH. things are getting very tough.

VERY TIRED.
i'm glad i am home at 530pm now.
escaped work by running off to a school in Jurong WEst this afternoon.
reached there at 3.30pm and i got off work officially at 4.
spent 1 hour travelling back though.. tired.

work had been extremely hectic
i am getting the effect of orientation, it's draining.
it's no longer doing it at -do it when you're free- level.
like i said, it's at its full speed now.
stress level is high.
in the midst of expecting results, i had to comfort the kids.
and at the end of the day - i gotta comfort myself with it's all worth it and yada yada kinda phrases.

now ice cream sales are picking up! like seriously.
im meeting a school canteen vendor coming monday
looks like soon i'll be having another regular sales account - grace go go go.
but i have no energy, really.
dealing with 5 schools for regular sales is really tough enough.
and the random reception requested by principals..
acted like a freaking delivery girl and got suaned over my 'unsightly' container.
sometimes staff in tp are just BRAINLESS and i Really HATE to work with these ppl.
they downgrade my braincells to a bottomless pit.
i had idiots telling container to keep ice cream cold is too unsightly - please DISPLAY.
when it's 1 hr before reception starts!

I guess he nv studied science or the philosophy of frozen items. stunned.
oh well. i din do that eventually.
but i'd have if he insisted, it's really not of my bus to be making sure it's cold after delivery.

Alison pissed the hell out of me yesterday.
over the movement of old chairs and collection of new chairs.
testing my limits - i have my temper too. though i always try my best to be nice
in this beloved working envt.
some ppl are just too much at times.

delivery service company PS-ed me.
and yup, i'm facing another huge prob trying to set up another ITQ. just kill me
i think thats easier.

Week 0 is progressing.
thats perhaps one of the few things im comforted about for the whole week.
i see ppl working hard. =)
and surprisingly, i'm blending in REALLY well with these ppl.
whom i used to have a diff perception of them.
well it's always until end of the year u know who works and who doesnt.
bitched abt ppl we couldnt stand last night for 1 hr after meeting.
i got home at 11.30pm withou dinner. gastric acted up. oh well.
guess it's worth it.
because i know now im in the team. =)
things will go on just fine.

had lunch only at 1.30pm
i nearly died running ard with boxes of ice cream.
still trying to get used to the new freezer location.
i missed level 7 apparently. - that was perhaps my only place of solace.
out of that place, work is sucking me dry from everywhere.

water heater spoilt at home.
retarded i'd been freezing in cold water early in morning and late at night.
meeting peck for dinner later and gonna hunt for heater.
lets pray for good results.
i'm paying - DAMN BROKE.
what to do...
with 1 brother lesser back at home is difficult.

and oh yes!
good news. =)
my beloved 2nd sis in law is pregnant in US.
another happy good news, topping up no. 2 behind my beloved baby. =)

alrights. weekend!
let me enjoy.
i need a break - SERIOUSLY.

love.