grrrr - as usual

im annoyed.
with my head.

Just realised that i nearly booked wrong leave for my HK trip.
i feel rather bimbotic sometimes.
but it's a good laugh at myself.

got chased to go chinatown to buy ONE styrofoam box today.
boss called me 5 times in 10 min to talk about different things
and gave me the kinda tone again - are you stupid? - which was rather annoying.
just because i din voice it out or think of YOUR scenario is not because i'm dumb,
just because i have other plans for it.
which i did voice it out to him after that.

and going to kreta ayer road to buy box.
where the hell is it?
i have not been there before.
to save time, asked boss if i could take a cab W/O carrying anything.
but reply was 'it's technically not recommended'
that means 'NO'.
mediacorp came to KW today, he said to give myself more time for my work in tp,
i need not go.
in the end, i spent that hour plus 2 travelling to chinatown and cabbing back.
i think i'd rather go KW u know.
sigh.

my brain cells are depleting at a high rate
thinking over school fees and all.
finally came to a decision, yes im taking loan, but bit at a time.
so i guess im signing up in novemeber already.
bro said if im intending to study anyway, why wait longer.
i agree.

so i guess, asc, im sorry tkb.
i need to give up some stuff.
i cant do ocp next year, which i think i'm gonna regret it.
unless its done during my term break or something.
but im bent on signing up for situational self leadership training
and i want to conduct training for students!
grrrr.

tx said i have to give up asc in order to study and focus.
HOW TO.
slowly lah.
i just got on board ya know.
and student development - the only other thing that keeps me going in tp.
cuz after all - i don't really like reading on entrepreneurship, and selling ice cream.
to me, thats a job.
i blatantly told my boss that i do not have interest in entrepreneurship.
which becomes a major prob when i try to improve on my knowledge.
shit. im just too honest sometimes for my own good! grrr.

well well well.
im having this major styrofoam box that i need to bring over to KW tomorrow
and i wonder, how am i going to bring it over.
cuz it's HUGE.

haha. pray hard.

i need to get things ready and leave tp now.
see ya.