YAWN - tired

I am not liking the new layout of Blogger.
it's like.. weird.
i couldnt find the link to upload photos onto the blog entry.
oh well.

cannot be bothered.
haha. it just have to be like that when i finally have the mood to upload MORE photos. =)
it's ok. not impt. =)

It's Tues, time flies! grrrr.
i'm pretty worn out.

havent rested ever since i came back from bangkok last week.
out with diff ppl every night.
weekends were spent outside too.
perhaps, i'm really getting tired.

but, watched 'the proposal' on sunday with Tingxuan.
i'm giving it a super high rating.
cuz it's terribly FUNNY.
haha. i had a really good laugh for that almost 2 hours long show. =D

and Monday blues were bad.
especially with the lack of slp
mood swings
and learning NEW things - Machines in koolwerkz.
complexed production process just drove me to lala land.
perhaps 1 week of going to KW to help out in production and undergo training is not enough.
afterall, ppl take years to get to know everything.
so i really need to assess how much i'd need to know and learn!

went back to sch at 4pm
travelling to and fro KW and TP for 1 whole week is not fun at all.
but too bad, i had to finish up some admin work.
and meet the kids for LTC.
sigh. i mean..
it's seriously not a difficult camp to run.
but everything is just done too last min
it's less than 1 week to camp
and NOTHING is done.
i'm getting a little flustered because i need to be the Booking All the facilities at the last min.
and i have no idea what they want.
so im just gonna spam and book whatever there is.

they looked a little stressed when i listed all the things i wanted by tomorrow.
oh well. come on, suck it up.
it's time to realise, even a simple 2day1night camp with simple programme flow, u need to know how to PLAN.
talks with no actions just wont help.
if you have time to bitch about the leadership in asc,
just jolly well, get the bloody things done.
why waste time. doing useless things.
seriously unproductive to the max.
shut up, do work, and do MORE work!
grace chan is definitely not very nice to handle, esp if shes encountering her mood swings period.
grrr. pissy.

Tuesday.
decided to just head to kw for production
and not follow driver to deliver ice cream to army camp.
but hey, just when i decided not to go,
things had to happen.
it just sucked when u have to go thru an almost 1 and half hr procedure to deliver bloody 180 cups of ice cream.
i felt damn bad for the driver.
and it delayed their next delivery schedule.
grr. more is to come man. i just take a deep breath, and anticipate all these!

had fun learning how to do all the mixing and prep for ice cream production.
returned to tp at about 4pm again.
did lab, got burnt by stupid agar bottles that i got damn pissed with.
talked nonsense with ah pan till 6 plus!
haha. i missed those days. =)
it could be a blessing in disguise that he's doing mp closely related to mine. =)
at least, tp is not so lonely.

havent been having the best times at work.
MP students are not working hard enough despite i'm really pushing them.
1.the idea of establishing one regular sch contact for sales may just be damn tough. it affects my appraisal.

2.the need to faster learn the ropes of hosting an entrepreneurship workshop becomes seemingly impt and urgent.
sept and oct are filled with all the workshops. SIGH. this affects my appraisal.

3.LTC not working out too well, though i know i can jolly well handle this, just whether.. they are cooperative, and i have the time. 1 week training at KW is killing all the time that i have. bad timing. =(

4. ppl and ppl are just bitching about one another within the same working envt. i'm seriously doubting the works of educational system in tp. it's.. just disappointing. wondering for the right mindset to work on once again.

5. lab is getting crowded. it's just.. ANNOYING to have so many students running around. they should all just go away.

i'm stressed. i guess.
terrible shoulder aches had been killing me. along with bad headaches.
gonna grab this weekend to rest. no going out. just rest at home!

had a vegetarian meal for dinner just now.
with Wallace, sis, and Juve.
all the way at Bishan Park, the greenroom.
food was not bad! we ate HELL alot.
juve had like 2 plates of 'chicken' rice
oh well. i ate most of the 'chicken' in it while she took the rice. HAHA.
had a good laugh and chillout session with them.
haven been out with sis for the longest time.
wallace, as usual was being the bugger.
and juve puked for eating too much. HAHAHA. CUTE. hope she gets better tomorrow.
and hey, no more 'my darling' jokes after tonight ok. HAHA! =)

i'm real slpy.
waiting for phonecall.
shall check out my shows.
gdnight. =)