Re-JUVENA-ted

lala!
it's been a darn tiring work week.
i did not have anytime to slack AT ALL.
thats not right. HMPH!

crap people. crap work.
though i cant deny the fact that i'm learning SO much new things.

bigger orders may be coming from ARMY camps.
isn't that cool?
army boys might be tasting my ice cream.
haha. but it's a horrifying thing to know all workload's gonna fall on my shoulders.

FSN girls are ending their SIP this week.
im feeling a little sad because i no lnoger have ppl that i can bitch to.
it's sad to realise i actually dont have many friends in sch.
even after half a year of working down here.
OH WELL. thats life gracey.
because theres one and only ice cream lady around.
unless i can find more ppl who're like me.
if not i guess my jobscope is always, just like that.
the end of sip also means im gonna get busier for QA/QC.
simply cant let the poor ChE eng boy drown in the lab on his own.

LTC.
National Brisk Walk Campaign.
An event that involves 10,000 humans walking.
packing and distributing 10,000 goodie bags are gonna get challenging.
whats most impt: working with a reputable external organisation!
im upset knowing this was the reason why we gave the best club away to INTSC 3 years back.
wth. not right.
nostalgic. tkb has to remind me about this so that i'll work harder right.
come on, i don't really want these ignorant bunch to get the best club.
thats an insult to all those who worked DAMN hard for it.

Realised the art of advisory role.
We IMpose, not questions asked.
i know that. but some ppl just don't get it.
ppl like mr president.
oh well. it's okie.
tkb just said he's on my side.
i so wanted to ask, then wad about main com ltc becoming a bbq session??!
haha. oh well. let it go grace chan.
it's okie. life goes on.
boss just said, please give your FULL SUPPORT to kengbeng.
as long as im okie with the workload and AM happy, i can do anything i want for student development.
looks like OCP for next year is achievable. =)
student development? no no. self development.

TP is all about the art of self development.
be it public relations
to put up a smile when u're not exactly smiling
be it negotiation skills
when it's said by mr pres that theres no room for negotiations
be it tolerance level.
thats LIFE.

had been working OT these few days.
the amoutn of workload is piling and im dying.
sometimes i wish i could jsut sit down at my desk and finish up ALL admin work.
but job nature doesnt allow that.
i'd been running around tp like a mad cow.
it's the travelling around that SUCKS to the core.
not that im getting thinner by doing so somemore.
LAME.

lala!
i'm real tired.
havent felt SO tired for the longest time.
mentally tired is worse than being physcially tired.
though im emotionally fine. i hope.

Cancer is a scary thing.
sigh. wth. life sucks when someone has to go thru so much
but to end up with a stage 4 of life.
who predicts what stage of life are you in?
by that... little piece of lump growing in you?
thats sad.
but i guess, if life was worth living.
then dying wouldnt feel so bad at the end of the day.

tx's bdae chalet's this coming sat.
i have nv done so much pertaining to bbq stuff.
sian. damn tired.
but i guess it's all worth it. =)
just that. it's a nervous thing being present there.
i wish i can be painted purple or white or yellow, whatever colour the wall is over there.
so that i can blend in and be invisible.
HAHA. i know im retarded.

working life sucks these days.
challenging though. =)
grace chan! u can do it.
be happier is the art of living.

im damn tired. dying. shall update agian.

ah PAN. now im typing already okie.
not so emo post already.
AHAH~

gdnight. =)