Do what you deem fit

President of applied science studies club
indeed. is not an easy character to deal with.

purpose of main comm camp?
'if it's for bonding, SAA has done sufficent bonding and they're alr at their best already'
so... main comm camp is unnecessary.

i wonder.
is it the reluctance for me to head a part of his proj
or is it truly redundant for a main com camp,
since even the president, does not want anything of such.
to him, it's more of like a prep duration given for the sub comm camp

i dislike
the way he talks as though he knows everything about how a club is run
the way that he's the pres, he's the boss, no one should interfere with his decisions
the way he talks to me as though im interferring and doing redundant things
the way he says, seems like theres no room for negotiation for this.

tell me.
what kinda room for negotiation was that...
when u came telling me decided that dates for subcomm camp is 7th and 8th.
5th and 6th cannot touch due to time needed for prep for sub comm camp
and the week before is just nice, the exams period.
what kinda room for negotiation was that...
when i said no, main comm camp must be done before subcomm camp
if not theres no point.
and he insisted that the dates shouldnt be changed?
he's obviously understanding me, but unwilling to offer alternative dates.
always have to make me end up saying,
I insist i shall head the main comm camp and it shall be done
and as an advisor for your project,
i do want main comm camp before sub comm's
please do arrange for an alternative date.

then i was thrown with, it shall be done since theres no room for negotiation.

Hello. where was the room? i did not see it coming at all.

it was mere information than a discussion.
so mr president.
tell me, how do i find meaning in this kinda work system of urs.

be headstrong and insist?
and cont to search for meaning
or let go so you can do what you deem fit?
since there's absolutely no meaning for those who don't appreciate
and unwilling to open up for any room of learning.

im sorry but speech at AGM from u
sounded like a total bullshit.

i seriously do not wish to cont experiencing disappointments.
one after another.
next week shall be the final.
tkb can decide if he wants a camp like that.
if not, mr pres can go ahead and run the club the way he deems fit.
apparently, he only needs advisors around to book audi, LT and approve new water.
mark tan can run the camp for him and the rest.

no more crying for help like on the day of agm
running to me like babies borrowing my comp
asking how should things be done.
cuz there are no rooms for negotiation.

lala. grace chan is out.