Blast!

LALA. First day of the week.
MONDAY BLUES......
not exactly too blue lah, just.. mood changes like the weather.
was feeling kinda terrible in the morning.
the weird feeling coming up was really WEIRD.
and.. unbearable.
that made me dread work early in the morning.
thinking too much. sometimes i wish i'm a real BIMBO.
REAL ONE OK.. means.. i have no brain cells to start with.
then.. perhaps i'm not even a human being.
just.. some being.

HAHA. what a retarded paragraph that i've just typed!

well. morning was sadness.
afternoon was smiling like an idiot.
i also do not know whats wrong with me.HAAH.
met beloved Janice for lunch.
thanks for coming. it really meant alot.

and right now, it's almost 6pm.
did admin for the entire day.
aunty's nagging was.. DAMN POWERFUL.
i think i shall stuff some cotton bud into my ears next time.
grrrrrrrr.

freezer spoilt.
wasnt closed properly.
iice accumulated and for goodness sake! the rubber at the door came out.
sigh. now i must call up company to inform and get them to fix it.
well. i seriously remembered myself closing it properly last wed before i went on leave.
God knows which itchy hands went to open it?! sian.
quite pissed.
but what can i do. suck thumb lah.

oh well. i just got an increment!
it really ain't much. but hello. it's good enough for a recession period.
and to say i'd only been here for barely half a year.
im happy because my hard work had been paid off.
at least people see it. though MUCH of it was not seen. AHAH.

that explains my up-and-down mood swings for the entire day? part of it.

alrights. enoughfor the day.
back track! =)

Went to watch 'I love you, man' with peck on saturday.
GOD. it was DAMN FUNNY.
haah! i havent laughed so much for quite awhile. =)
its funny how guys get to know each other and become great friends.
it was portrayed to be quite a gay thing. oh well! HA HA HA. =p
then was shopping, and shit i bought a top. despite being DAMN poor.
i think i can nv get to study at this rate. GRACE CHAN!!! grr.
the rest of the hours was left for talking nonsense and viewing all my new old pictures.
town is a bad place to chill. even the birds could be so noisy.

Sunday - church in the morning.
Wallace wrote me a note to apologise for what happened.
and i was oblidged to reply!
yes, you're forgiven.
hello. check out my HUGE heart. =)
must our ego and pride be so strong sometimes. i do not understand.

then was Ubinnnn in the afternoon with tx.
sporeans are quite gross sometimes.
i saw many who went climbing for rambutans and picking up durians.
seriously not leaving any for anyone else.
=) it was quite fun!
din take many pictures because mum took my camera for her beloved genting trip.
what a timing right.
but it was definitely good time spent together.
we even climbed up to the peak where sunrise COULDNT be seen.
thanks to wallace that made us the young kids climbed up years back at 4 plus am,
and to find that we can see the sun at all. oh well. =p
great memories. =))
but wa lao. my legs were breaking near to the end of the session.
seriously CMI.

afterwhich. somethingjust had to happen to upset me.
SIGH. that led me to an emo morning.
oh well. it's over. and we shall not brood over it.
i'll try. haha.
it's too early to say i want to give up on this.
it took so much courage to hold on to in the first place.

i'm HUNGRY. random to the max. HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!

LTC is round the corner.
i seriously hope it's cancelled due to H1N1. which is highly possible.
manager tkb may just want to prevent anything of such from happening.
oh well. who cares.
i was so excited can. now it just feel like a dread. why cant it end earlier.
it's a responsibility to see thru the whole project. and i will.
just.. wondering how to even speak to YL. lala.

grace chan has a problem. serious one.
she doesnt like to speak from her heart.
many words come out from that mouth, but often they do not spell what she means.
i hate myself for that.
but hello, im just not that loving can.
pride often gets in the way. i KNOW.
how much does it cost? it weighs a tonnn. HAHA!
im talking nonsense.

alright. enough of wasting time.
=p pictures of meetup with deborah khoo my beloved and long missed.
shes leaving this weekend. like HUH.
sigh. so fast!!!!
meeting her again on thursday, YAY.
i love deborah khoo...... AHAH!

going off work. ByE. shall watch harry potter tonight on comp. lala.