Transform!

i'm damn tired.
tired not cuz of a whole day of work.
but a whole day of coughing non stop. it's... irritating!!!!

time passed real fast today.
had a hard time completing most of my admin work...
and now whats left is just updating of soft copies info which i have nt done for a month's long.
good job grace chan.
keep it up. how inspiringgggg.

feeling weak all over.
im getting scared and worried about this stupid virus...
ppl who get quarantined are really damn poor thing.
sigh. well. BE POSITIVE.
though the test results must be negative. LAME. haha.

feeling really broke.
don't know what to do for the weekends.
i think i just want to stay home and rot....
going out means spending more money.
and i havent been home. good time to stay home.
perhaps to paint my room. yea yeah had been talking about it whole day long.

watched transformers w zw just now.
FUNNY. HAHA.
i do not want to be within orange smoke at any point of time....HAHA
Megan fox is just too hot! HAHA. and the handsome officer looked GOOD. =)
everything was good, other than my usual AHEM sounds going all over during the show. =(

need ta go back to koolwerkz on saturday. like.. wth.
just to open the door to load ice cream cuz theres a delivery.
oh well. going back there can claim me 4 hours of time off.
so i totally DO NOT MIND. =)

don't know if i'd want to go to school tomor.
if my cough gets worse, i should just stay home.
ppl are hard core staring at me when i start coughing away.
SIngaporeans. OH well.

shall slp soon. despite my wet hair.
i cant go near my little baby, so theres no entertainment for the night. =(

out of nowhere, i became an emotional support.
it feels weird.
it feels weirder when i don't mind being one.
sometimes, u know it can be a burden.
something is happening in me. i don't know what yet.
but i think i will find outreal soon.

when can i cross over the barriers of my own.
it's depressing to think about it... but i know it's something i need to overcome.
not something to even talk about in the first place.
not easy.
i'm trying hard to get out of that little shithole.

grrr. cough cough cough!
im slping. gdnight world.