tell me tell me

had a long day today.
feeling really tired.
guess slept too late for the past few nights.
and now my eyes are protestinggggg. =(

had a 3 hour long workshop at koolwerkz today.
with some random secondary school which i shall not name.
the kids were rather laid back and even mark tan had to complain.
and some 16 year old boy tried getting my msn and fb contact.
ANNOYING. further more details, i shall not mention.
but i seriously think parents should teach their sons and daughters properly.
and respect is really impt. BRRRRR. idiotic boys. deserve a spank on his butt. HMPH.

lunch with wallace juve and kirby. together with mic and zhiwei.
lunching with wallace today isnt that enjoyable.
he was trying hard to be the random big boss and Mr. Know it all.
all about paying FAs for sandcastle building.... and the 'i shall not go into it' theory and attitude.
simply put me off.

if we don't make any sense, then shall we not be friends?
sometimes i wonder.
this qss issue had been clouding my days.
it's annoying, frustrating, and tiring.
i hate it when the passion had been drained with endless complaints, frustrations, and disappointments.
it's just.. ANNOYING BIG TIME.

so.. final decision is. We need to get out of this asap.
get out of bloody qss, and go for greener pastures.
no more idiots who only know how to talk and not work.
no more idiots who said they'll do it, yet approached other HELPERS for help.
fuck it lah.
if you cant do it... then why say it without hesitation in the first place.
don't want to be this, dont want to be that.
then DONT DO for goodness sake.
sigh. i cant wait for july 3rd week to see what is produced.

but anyway. guess it doesnt matter anymore.
i'm leaving anyway.
tired.
and perhaps i should just focus on asc.
or perhaps i should do something more.
we shall see. for now, we need to get out of this turmoil. it's been far too torturing.

side tracking a little. i do not know wads so good about me.
i don't want to know either.
or perhaps it's good that i know so we can prevent certain things from happening.
and the world will be a more peaceful one.

boss asked me to write testimonials for the 3 students who did attachment here.
hello. even if it' sjust draft, it' snot easy!
but i did it anyway. hope it's not substandard job lah.

im bloody slppy.
need slp badly. shall update agian.

*I seriouslyd o not know what i want in life'