PHew.

time flies when it's weekend isn't it.
i slept my saturday away, thanks to the flu tab and cough syrup.
GRRR. Swine flu, is seriously getting on my nerves!

TP din allow me to go back to work...
unless i go for a h1n1 screening.
WTH.
so last night at 8pm i reached ttsh ANE for a thorough check..
who knew the nightmare had just started.

i was given a mask and was led by a security guard all the way to
Communicable Disease Centre.
Cant believe im walking in as a possible carrier for h1n1
when i used to enter into the pharmacy there for stock takes.
this is when life takes a sudden turn on a roller coaster.

it was damn scary lah.
everyone was in mask, and atmosphere seriously din feel nice at all.
i knew the moment i stepped in there it's gonna be hours before i step out of it agian.
and indeed! the seats were allocated such that as though we're having exams, one table and chair to one person and a distance is kept from one patient to another.
i was GLUED to that chair for a total of 5 hours.
mp3 died, phone batt was dying.
so.. i did nothing for that 5 hours. it was a torture.
did swab tests and xray.
and suddenly things escalated such that one girl near me was diagnosed with h1n1
and was quickly guided away from the area.
wa lao. even if i din hvae it, having stayed longer there would just increase the risk!

finally got out of this damned place at 1 plus am.
reached home at 2am. was only allowed to return home with parents or via AMBULANCE.
these procedures were purely annoying.
i thank god a million times after i stepped out of that fenced gate.

a funny thing that happened was my ex colleague jeremy
gave me a call asking me why did i end up in cdc..
cuz he was typing my name on the label for the meds prescribed to me.
HAHAHA. wth!!!!

anyway results are out and yes it's negative. like.. DUH.
stupid tp better reimburse me of the fees for visiting AnE and xray..

went astons and walked around parkway just now.
ice creamm was yummy, much better than koolwerk'z one.. HAAH.
next was chai tea latte at coffee beans. YUMMY.

and now it's 3 plus am. im retareded to be still awake.
painting my room tomorrow. i mean later.
YAY. cant wait. but it's gonna be tedious and tiring.
GO GO GO GO GO gracey!

at this point of time, im really wondering what i want.
everything seems possible. but somehow, im holding back.
when will i ever get over this barrier. i do not know.
it may just take forever.
everything's clear like crystal. yet deep in me remains unclear.
i wish someone could answer all questions for me.
so i need not fret. at all.

nights. =)