time on my own

yay. it's sunday.
i'm not shopping, not building sand, not singing, not working, not qss-ing.
not doing anything in particular.
finally have sometime for me to watch my shows if i want to, to slp if i need to.
darn tired.

past 2 weeks in sch had been killer.
i feel like im racing with time every now and then.
even sitting down in front of my comp makes me uneasy as i know i need to do other things soon.
had been pushing freezer, carrying ice cream, counting money, lala. whats new.
but it's been more tedious than previous times.
cuz if it's just normal external delivery i can fetch a cab and there i go.
but now internal orders are becoming a real chore as physical strength of carrying and walking around with them is neeedded big time.
stupid foot of mine has been giving me tonnes of prob walking andruning around.
so overall, it sucks. HMPH.
phew. thank god it's weekend. =)

built sandcastle yesterday. we were there from 1030 till abt 6pm in sentosa.
sun was scorching hot. thank god my skin has stopped shedding and sunblock helped a great deal.
but we're all drained at the end of the day. this time was really draining. argggghhhh.
but of course, it's one of the most magnificent castles we've built so far.
with a total of 12 - 14 ppl. it indeed it makes a difference.

being an adult is not easy.
the only thing i can affirm myself with is i tried.
so whether it works out at end of day, thats secondary.

had dinner with zhiwei, peck, eric, aaron, ben and pan. =)
it was an enjoyable one at changing appetite.
yes, we finally went there after rattling for SO long.
no mudpies this time round as the combo sets given were huge.
and we perhaps were all too tired to even try chewing and swallowing more food down our throats.
water parade was of course necessary at end of dinner!
but damn it! WHY did i drink SOOOO slowly! i lost and am now crowned a 'pig'
SHIT haha. but please, that shall only be till last night 12pm. =D

and there came a debate session on guys and girls in spore.
guys can wear shirts and berms at any occasion! but get criticised. HAHA.
girls wear shirts and short shorts, and get looked at, the shorter the better.
hello, thats a norm these days. so guys, don't be whiny shits. HEHE.

was back home at 10pm, and i fell aslp by 11. how cool.

went to church this morning. dragged myself out of my bed. YAWN.
topic of the day was about the need for friends to be around,
and a need to ponder: What kind of friend am i?
there it went about the need for sympathy and empathy for friends, able to listen, being able to carry each other's burderns, and not pity.. etc.
it's not about the topic, the speaker was just plain boring. i was so slpy.

The need for friends. the need to be a good friend. somehow, it's so tough sometimes!

and now.. im lazing at home. SO TIRED.
so im going to bed now. at 12pm. HAHA.
i just want to slp my day away.. and get ready for dinner at vivo with qy and jer later. =)

my dog is just weird sometimes. she loves to stand right beside me on the bed,
or sits right in front of the labtop, so that i notice and play with her.
but i love her as how she is. SO CUTE. =)

rights. im heading to bed. gdnight. haha. =)