Roller coaster ride

brrrrrrrr. im finally awake from my 12 hours slp.
last night was a tortute trying hard to keep awake.
i haven no idea.. but i was just so damn tired.

wheee! met peck for dinner at cartel at plaza sing.
it was weird that she even suggested having astons at the cathay for dinner..
don't need to think, it was obviously darn crowded!
and it was a huge pleasant surprise to meet huijing too!
it was a conspiracy to give me this BIG WOAHHHH when i saw her walking in to have dinner with us. HAHA...

walked around daiso and yes got the big big waterproof bags for sandcastle.
the teacher from temasek is just not responding.
treating ppl like shit when all along, its been a free service.
hello. this is more tha jsut comm svc already.
sigh. and asking for a reply made it so difficult right.
i don't owe u a living for even wanting to meeet up.
u come if u want, don't want just forget it lah. wads the shit about.

sighhhh. cancelled ubin trip this morning.
too tired. and thank god, as the weather is looking like shit now.
everything is just turning a little on the gloomy side.
lala. i wished all these nv happened.
u know.
but sometimes.. when things are done and words are said,
it's not easy to take them back.
and.. some actions do not help to improve anything at all.

i do not long how long i can hold on to this..
because i simply cant see anything further than today or tomorrow.
sigh. it's weekend. come on grace chan. cheer up!.

nothign is too big to be settled.

i just cant handle this when i feel like im in it alone.

damn it!

lalala! self assumption is one of a kind.
i feel like slappin gmyself a 1000 times over.
but wait, i don't need anyone's help here okie. to slap me.
haha.
this is sooooo retardededdddddddddddddddddddddd.

i dreamt that my bro and sis in law wants to change the hk trip to next sat.
HAHA. i think im dying to go overseas.
and.. dump everything i have here for awhile.
HMPH.

rights. qss meeting on the go.
but before that, lets head for sales in shoppin malls first.
=) i need to eat my breakfast. cya.