I'm in love with...

I'm in love!
in love with weekends.
it always feels DAMN good hanging out with my beloved few.
hehe.

had my sufficient amount of slp last night.
feels good doing nothing for a morning. NOT in my office. haha.
met sis, azuan, zhiwei and kong for movie.
He's just not that into you.
a frigging 2 hour long show, where quite a few parts were quite redundant.

after all. i feel it was okie, not too bad.
just that it had to remind me of many things.
shakens me hard cuz memories and scenes kept crawling back.
sigh. WHY WHY WHY.
WHY cant i just forget.
WHAT is so difficult anyway.
HOW can i take the big leap from here. i do not know.

stupid kong had to cry at the end of the show.
one kind of emo shit.
haha. but laughable as well. SO FUNNY. =) i love my twin!

but too bad she had to leave early.
stupid cigar session was the troublemaker out of all. =(
same for zhiwei who left for wedding dinner.

azuan clar and i met wallace at ecp
yes, once again!
cycled. while wallace and clar bladed.
Haha. angsty angsty. i'm sorry but sometimes just cant help it.
emo-ing seriously din help.

GOD. i want to get out of crap like this.
i wish my brain could just stop functioning more often.
so that i could laugh at myself and stop thinking so much.
about..... unnecessar things. big fat sigh once again.
had long long talks with azuan and clar.
thanks for listening. i really needed an outlet.
though thats not gonna make me think lesser. but at least clearer.
that i'm not imagining. HAHA.
He's just not that into you YOU YOUUUU. nice timing for a show like that. HAHA.

guys should just watch this show as well.
come on.. then u'll know how bad u hurt girls sometimes.
it's... ANNOYING. reflect and reflect please! HmpH.

dinner was pasta at mania in parkway.
tog with mic, juve, eug and BEn. haha.
that added on to my beloved few.
hehe. talked about QSS and crap.
i love it when we have something to look forward to in fact.

money came. i don't know if its good or bad.
haha. but yeah. wadever. i cant be bothered anymore.
baby sitting is necessary whenever im free now.
baby... damn hard to handle man. i'll die if im to be left alone with my beloved nephew.
HAHA. he can be really nasty. that makes me nasty. HAHA>

im listening to super sleep-inducing songs.
i watch to watch shows tonight. don't feel like slping early.
HAHA. church tomor once again.
depressed wallace better not be too depressed okie.
cuz im nowhere better now.

depressive spirit is finding its way to me.
argghhhh. feeling rather lousy.
and i hate to be made like a fool. that feear stops me from all things.

dear eugene is still emo-ing.
oh man. seeing a big guy having tears in his eyes doesnt feel good at all.
looking at him seriously reminded me of those days in the club.
how much tears i shed, much. but to me, all was worth it.
im not sure how he's looking at it.
but come on, some ppl just need to get this into their stupid heads.
wads the big deal about u being org or co-org or crap.
every year, such thigns can nv be avoided. SIGH.
when ppl just want to work together for results, u're there crying out loud for god knows wad sake. just cuz ppl are overtaking u. RETARDED.

" Avoid having your ego so close to your position that when your position falls, your ego goes with it"

BOO.

rights. i shall stop talking nonsense.
just remembered, ms hor knows i call her FON. Full of nonsense. she agreed! HAAH.

and.. I finally know where to buy bells. i love ice cream uncle in ecp. =)

right. going off!
gdnight. =))