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thank god that im in a better mood today. =)

last night was seriously feeling damn lousy.
well. feeling unappreciated. not even a little 'thankyou'
u know. sometimes those 2 words could mean so much.
made me feel like whatever i've done, or tried doing, is futile.

and, im not sure if i'll want to try it all over again.
peck. that is seriously not the way.
sometimes.. if two cant communicate, i guess theres no point trying again.
perhaps it's just how things have changed for the past half a year.
im ont sure if it's me, perhaps it's me. since i don't know much abt her life.

woke up in the morning.
i told myself, 'once again i can smile and look ahead'
and really, this time round, not be bothered by her anymore.
if im to say im gonna ignore her, yes i am. i suck.
i hate it when ppl ask, 'what do u expect me to do then?;
u know. i always state it clear wad i want you to do, but whether u listen it another thing.

forgot to bring many things today
flustered mood got me on higher end today.
sugar-less soya bean din make me feel better. BRRR.
but the day slowly got better. =)

my colleagues are simply the best ppl to be with
in the midst of this boring job.
they made me laugh like hell the whole afternoon.
hahaha. i cant believe i can start laughing on my own when got reminded of them.
sigh. how to leave like that!!! grrr.
eveyrday im just counting down. haha. unbelievable. days are passing so fast as though there's no yesterday.

went for cardiac class today.
wa lao. instructor was mad.
exercise was damn xiong can!
haha. well. thats because there'll be no classes for the next 2 wks due to public hol.
oh man. how i wish there isnt going to be a break.
coordinating and remembering steps are really difficult tasks for me. =( haha.
but i've had fun.

rights. back home.
back to my shows again.
somany, don't know which one to watch first.

cant wait for friday to come
hardrock cafe. here i come! =)