Tell me WHy!

the only working day of the week passed in a blink of an eye.
i snacked, talked rubbish, as usual with my colleagues.
and i fell aslp for 15 min during working hours.
did stretching exercises with them.
laughed like idiots over things said and actions done.
i think my friends there are retarded. but i think im the champion of all. =) HAHA.
i love them.
as the day draws nearer, the realisation of leaving this great bunch saddens me.
especially when it gets deeper into the night.

emotions tend to run like wild horses.

met chee leong. well. he's supposed to be on duty.
haha. inside joke.
went to service my phone at simei.
it was gross. cuz the person said my stupid phone's case was rather rare.
to be able to switch on but blackout within seconds, and starts vibrating every few seconds on its own. and not able to be charged.
another 5 working days. im praying for a better phone that don't die on me.
many contacts are lost. with a pathetic phone that survives on my sim card memory.
haha.
im dying cuz i've no songs to listen to on my way to everywhere.
now i just pray for shorter bus and mrt trips and more ppl talking.

dinner was dim sum at some coffee shop at changi village.
a bike brings ppl anywhere, everywhere.
haha. it was quite fun sitting at the back. but omg. he's a reckless driver.
sped on highway, and yes, going thru small lanes. not paying for carparking fees. god, wad else!
hope things get better for everyone.

it's wee hours at night.
don't feel good slping while peck is working thru the night.
but sometimes, theres really nothing much one can do.
she said that we cannot communicate.
yes i realised. it's a matter of fact. i denied, but now im confessing it.
we cant talik anymore. at least nt like before.
it's sad huh. but both will have to accept that.
remainng status quo might be the best thing for both.
tyring to know too much about one another all over again is gonna be tough.
im tired of trying. i guess she gave up too.

and wallace.
im seriously disappointed in him.
for not replying, not bothered about stuff, too engrossed with his own things, and not caring about how ppl would feel, and ignoring other impt things in life than wad he sees as most impt now.
not wishing happy bdae is fine. not bothered to reply is fine.
but not when whole lot of ppl is waiting for work to be done. not when i msged not just once or twice or thrice, but asked many many times.
u know, i decided to give up trying. take it that my msges always get bounced back by starhub.
then perhaps i should change subscriber someday.
or maybe i should change a brother or friend someday.
by then, perhaps starhub will still work well.

why bother and be worried about such ppl.
when they simply refused to reply a yes, im fine. or yes, im still alive.
or no, im not free now. or no, wont be free tomor. HELLO.
isit that f*ing difficult?
to all annoying shits, saying this one and for all. don't reply and u're so dead next time.
or, NO MORE next time.

other than being pissed off. not annoyed, but PISSEd.
thats a higher level than being annoyed.
im tired.

i need my bed. badly.

cant wait for chalet tomor. =)
clarissa, my dearest sis. HAPPY 21st BDAY.
know that i love you.
know that im awake cuz of you for the many nights.
know that MANY love you.
Know that wallace loves you too even though he's an ass to me now.
know that it's time to slp.

gdnight.