P.S cafe rocks!

YAY. im finally uploading some photos. well... i've totally NO IDEA why is my bloody mini labtop lagging! im having a hard time loading the photos on the website! brrrrrrr. this is beter not be any sign of bad things happening.

YEah. Thursday! supposedly a makeup dinner for sis organised by wallace lim.

yup. i travelled ALL the way back to bedok so that i could get a free ride to demsey.

i thought that was pretty dumb initially. but i thanked god i went cuz these ppl only started moving off at like 745?? imagine i listened to wallace lim and hung out and tanglin mall.

i'd have become stone statue. or.. REAL pissed. haha.

demsey was crowded. wallace was a litttllle smarter today since he suggested making a reservation the car.

well.. it wasnt long getting the seat as soon as we reached there. the food took like 1 hour to be served. oh man. we're supposed to be damn hungry. dinner started officially at 9pm. =(

Yes. we took many sparstic photos. HAHA. this was a good candid shot. it was made candid. =)

retarded shots as usual. that seemed to have become our forte. haha unglam and retarded expressions seriously made my day. and good wallace could simply fall aslp while we're busy talking about jaq's exciting adventure in greece. i believe he was Reallllllyyyy tired.

the food was not bad! haha. the desserts too. =) too bad. we're too hungry eating, couldnt be bothered to take any photos of the food. humans are natually more impt creatures in camera right? HAHA. =)

Friday.

met my few beloved ppl again.

a depressed spirit could really spread.

it's more like a plague than usual flu infection. =(

joined in week zero meeting for awhlie.

wow wow wow. week zero again.

yes. this time.. a 10 day week zero?

well. that definitely caught my attention. -)

with the super cute boy janson, himbo the boss benlai, and the seemingly emo-ing xx.

what a combi for a 10day orientaiton plus a 5 day oltc.

well. i guess i really miseed sitting around the benches talking about club.

week zero.. oltc.. comm svc. club club club.

that was my life for the 2 years back in poly. something that i grabbed so tightly hold of.

but after the many years that passed.

asc is still surviving.. with the differnet batches of humans joining and leaving.

you'll realise that it's not about the club.

it's about how leaders got groomed in it and how we tackle ppl.

it's about people and people.

it's bout these kids that would cry for joy when the project succeeds

and how they'll cry in sadness and disappointment when things go wrong.

it about how conflicts and fights bring each other closer after resolving them.

and well, it happens when ppl drifted apart when these remained unresolved.

it's about people.

haha. i guess. it's really hard for one to understand.

unless one personally went thru all the crap and joy that being in the club could bring.

some will get what i mean.

some will just say, omg clubwork is too stressful, we should quit.

well. that really depends on individual u know.

the more u give, the more u'll receive.

i was kinda impressed by what sis told me.

about the fact that club helps train and educate leaders.

well. that mere passion and belief i had was buried deep inside me.

cuz i was drowning in work and own affairs. till perhaps i've forgotten all about it.

im glad im reminded.

ARGH. i miss the CLUB. when i say the club.

it means the people, the work, and the crap, and the FUN. -)

hope the 3 big boys hang in here.

many ppl will be there to support if need to.

all they need is to establish trust and a communication bridge.

boo. said is easier than done, but it's not impossible to be done. =)

Dinner with the old and the young was interesting.

while i was busy laughing at the older ones mag hor and wallace lim.

i got laughed at by the younger kids.

GG and BL. laughable. thats grandma grace and Bimbo Land. =D

but pls forget whatever i said on morning when i was drunk the previous night.

BRR. i dont like it when i don't rem what i said earlier on. HAHA.

Bedok north was where we went. or was it bedok south?

don't quite remember.

it was just wallace's house thats opposite sister's. HAHA bimbotic statement.

depressed aura was strong in the air.

but the wind blowing thru the window was good enough to blow them away.

of course, that didn't last forever.

it sucks totally to feel that one has woken up from a dream.

coming back to reality can be painful. but at least we're realistic.

I'm different i guess.

i'll nv be a nest and wait for the bird that flew away to return.

from the moment the bird has decided to spread its wings.

it's no longer something that belonged to me.

or maybe it's nv mine.

there're some who tried so hard to make things theirs.

at the end of the day, there was nothing but heartaches.

i seriously hate the literature part of the whole story.

whats with nest and birds?

why bother? just say, i cant be bothered with you. stop clinging on to me.

shut up la bitch. hard core Fitch. nv heard or seen one like that.

perhaps i've not seen the world enough after living a 21 years of life.

some kinda ppl ought to be slapped.

super slap-pable. perhaps kill-able.

thats HER. FITCH.

poor bugger. it sucks when you cant do no shit but to stare at pictures.

and laugh at the stupidest things to make things sound better.

and today was nothing but workkkkk. tired. BOo.

alrights. im slppy. going to slp befor ei meet peck.

nights