i want to smile.

BOO. i just woke up from long hrs of afternoon nap.
no longer feeling drowsy.
but i know, i missed my date again.
ooops. sometimes. u don't know if im doing it purposely or wad.
suconsciously? HA. god knows

working week din sound too bad when good closure with half priced starbucks on friday came along.
and my boss was calling for a party on a weekend thats to come.
aha. sometimes these ppl seriously make me want to laugh.
thank god that they're around.
to let me know that im still alive working.
my friend is finally back to work. sigh!
shes been gone for tooooo long. =)

hmmm.
forfeited my date with peck
for my two most beloved ppl. wallace and sis.
im sorry peck. if it's not too impt i would not choose to ps u once again.
but yes, i still met her in the end. =)

too many things are happening recently.
findin it a little hard to swallow and digest.
i do hope things will get a little better.
if it's not, it's expected as well.
lets just hope this is not going to drag me down emotionally.
it took me awhile to be a little more stable in this.

sigh.
it's demoralizing not able to help a friend in need.
i seirously dislike the feeling of helplessness
and hoping the other party would finally understand and see the light.
sometimes knowing wads right for us, yet we cant set our mind to do it.
thats life.

so many times we fall.
we've to stand up once again.
be it with the help of friends, family, or even if we're on our own.
we gotta do it.
no point whining and complaining yet nothing is done.
be it in work. in r/s.
i feel. it's all in our mind.
how we want things to be, becomes a very impt factor.

i used to hate work like hell.
but im blesed with a good boss and friends now.
i believe if i didn't change a little on my mindset of how work goes.
even if the help of such ppl around is not going to help.
so.. maybe i do not understand work politics that well.
but i do know how to change myself to make life a little better. than to dwell on the same thing ALL the time.

yuppy.
working tomor!
=( haha. it's sunday.

im stuck to youtube agian.
no more vcds to wwatch.
so now im down with only youtube left.
bOO. think im straining my eyes too much.
haha. bleah.

lovely.
im hungry.
wads for dinner!?

Hope ppl around me will be a little happier.