EYEs - where are u?

gosh my eyes are dying after staring into the comp for hours.

well. interview went well!
i simply love ah ma.
yes, she was there. LAME wallace lim who tricked me.
it looked like i passed the interview.
although the freaking HR personnel wasnt exactly happy w me.
but who cares.
anyways, i've done my best. even if i don't get the job, i guess it's for experience sake.
im happy. =)

and if i get the job, that means.. it's really time to leave ttsh.
i always said i wanted to leave, but when dream comes true..
nostalgia starts hitting on me.
well. like i always said. i've made great friends over there right now.
my beloved two mr big guys, and my beloved friends in this private pharmacy.
be it the closest boss and friend i had, be it the medicine friends lying in the bins.
suddenly i feel i cant bear to leave everything behind. haha.
how ironic. humans are like that.

many qns were thrown to me this morning.
asking me what have i learnt so far.
indeed. looking back, i've learnt alot.
the very most impt thing i've learnt so far.. was to learn to be an adult.
still learning, but pharmacy walked me thru the most difficult part of life, that is to get used to a real working life.
met all sorts of people, be it colleagues, or patients.
they contributed a fair share to how i realised the many characteristics ppl can have, and how nasty ppl can get sometimes.
and of course, some made me realise bosses can be really nice too.

i tell my boss everything. the boss right now.
haha. including my interview, my love life, my family.
she knows manyyyyy things about me. can u believe it?
haha. im not sure if im able to find another one like her working in tp.

sigh. emo0-ing. but im sure it's for the better that i leave. =)

my parents arent exactly comfortable with my choice to leave.
but i've made up my mind and im glad they're respecting it.
just that.. yeah, as usual. money issues always cloud their mind.
i do wish i can earn more to support them. but im fine if im being paid the same as i am right now.
so mummy and papa. im sorry. let me do it my way pls. =)

sigh.
other than job. had been thinking.
why do ppl refuse to reply smses sometimes?! brr.
wallace can tell me he din receive. BS.
i'd rather he tell me, sorry i wasnt in the mood. at least he acknowledged my sms.
and ppl msg, cuz they're worried, they're concerned.
btu ppl still choose to do things their way.
so one day, i shall disappear tooo.
Brrrr.

too many ppl are breaking up with their other half lately.
i guess theres a trend huh.
haha. too overwhlemed with ppl feeling sad.
but as a friend, i'll still stand strong beside them.
though, i may not be the best person somehow.

going genting in a few hrs time.
haha. excited since i can finally get out of spore for awhile.
i think thats seriously.. necessary. HAHA.

alrights. i going for dinner.
will update when im back in 3 days time. =)