the Relationship Quotient

blah.
at clar's house right now..
and my eyes are like half opened.
havent had a chance to go online for the whole entire week is really driving me mad.
why am i paying so much for internet when im not using it?
sigh. grace chan. just resign to your fate that u've a brother like that.

freaking tired.

watched mama mia on friday.
it was good! so funny.
and songs were great. thank god i watched it in the end.

woke up at like 9 on sat morning.
went for a full med checkup for my application for med insurance.
had lunch with qingyuan who accompanied me for the check up.
haha then we walked around taka.. looking at all the weirdest things u'll shop for in town.
haha. birthday cards that have songs in it.. rice cookers.. labtop bags.. blah.
thats dumb. haha but it was quite fun though.

met charm at like 3 plus for church service.
yes. i went back to church finally.
but this time round, it just isn't FCBC.
still dont have the courage to face my beloved cell group whom had my disapperance for more than a year.
don't feel like giving any account of how have i been for the time when i din meet up w them at all.
we went to this small church called revival nation.
well. place was rather small.. haha. bt hot and MANY kids.
but no doubt ppl were friendly and nice. even the kids kept running to u saying hi.
thats incredible isn't it.
perhaps it''s just charm and i that are anti-social. HAHA.
couldnt handle the warmth from these ppl at all.

the pastor was not bad.
as in her sermon for the day.
it was about relationship quotient.
i've only heard about IQ and EQ. it's the first time i've ever heard of RQ.
haha.
well it was an interesting topic...
as ppl were divided into 4 kinds of ppl.
the adders, ppl that add joy into ppls lives. ppl enjoy having such ppl ard.
the subtractors, ppl who whine and complain abt life all day long while others'll just tolerate them.
the multiplier.. who add things and make ppl learn more in life. ppl value them.
the dividers.. who sow discord and badmouth other ppl and spoiling relationships.

i think i certainly belong to the group of subtractors.
it made me think. maybe i should just STOP whining one day.
it's perhaps not grace chan anymore. but this grace chan is getting far more annoying than that compared to the old one.
yeah. and im really thankful for the great bunch who'e been able to tolerate my nonsense.

no joke.
and precisely it's cuz of having such great ppl around me, sometimes i do feel inferior of my own personality and flaws. though i know, ppl would rather focus on positive points in ppl.
but i do see some great flaws in me. which i think i should really do something about it.
haha. well. i'll try. but no promises.

wonder if we'll everattend the service again.
i mean.. everything's good. just that too many kids around.
im not sure. but afterall. i felt peaceful after sucha long time.
guess someimes we're just too deep into the world.
it's not easy climbingback up once again.

after dinner with that church ppl.
charmand i went to town. hopeing to play some guitar heroes game up in cine..
in the end the rooms were all fully booked.
and while walkng to taka, holy shit. one of the birds on the tree had decided to poo on my shoulders.
gosh. i was SO disgusted. bought a 10 dollar dress just to change out of my shirt.
sigh. wad a day.
watched eagle eye with her. 1225 show. gosh i was damn tired.
haha. but it was really fun going out with charm once again.
i mean. i guess we do miss each other.
so it was all worth it despite feeling weary. =)

woke up at 8 plus this morning.
met zw and peck for mac breakfast.
and now yes. we ended up at clar's place.
slept. ate. im still tired.
guess tonight shouldnt go home too late.
haha.

alrights. im having a hard time typing on her keyboard.
=p cya.