my beloved dog is nowhere to be found. ran out of the house and disappeared. yup. how helpless could i be feeling, when i knew it at ttsh, rushed down with a cab, ending up being jammed on the road for nearly 20 min.
God is trying to give me a huge test paper. testing my limits to how much i can bear. testing me on how much patience i have to wait till things are better again.
my dog was like my everything. someone i really loved and cared for. now it's gone. cuz of her negligence. and i don't know if it's in safe hands. how am i going to eat, slp, or live well? this is impossible, i kept telling myself last night.
cried and cried. whenever im home im crying. how gay
i'm glad im out now. breathing space. instead of staring into am empty house with dog stuff.
i'm damn sad. don't know how am i going to pick myself up again.
sigh. fuck it k. life hasnt been the best for ppl in the world.
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