Tensed Up!

brrr. i had been having recurring headaches every 2 days or so or everyday for the past 2 weeks. so irritated!!!!
well, it had been causing me to not be able to slp at night, to feel damn tired in the day, and having stiff neck, and of course, terrible headaches.

finally, i stepped into the walk-in-clinic this morn before i went to work after that. got some painkillers and they indeed helped me with the pain. but at the same time i got damn tired and drowsy too. oh man. life just sucks right. i think i just need to slp early for a few nights and it'll be over. right? i hope. dr said that im having tension headache. OMG.

had been rather stressed up lately? that was wad he asked me. haha. actually im not sure. but my brain didn't stop thinking about a single thing for many many days from don't know when. i know ppl gonna say im being retarded to say this, as our brain functions every single sec and min. haha. wad i meant was, to think about stuff.

yes. i'd been irritated and pissed with the ppl in my pharmacy. those that schedules leave days and having authority to ask ppl to even come back to join in retreat when they have plotted their leave like since dec last year. well. that happened to me ONLY. wad the FREAK. i'd been pissed la, cuz busy with looking for replacements this coming gd friday weekend to work for me on TWO days. stupid woman FORGOT that i told her i'll be going KL, so happily put me to work. and left me alone to find replacements after i informed her upon receiving the schedule. utterly angered me.

next was my boss coming up to me and say i've to turn up for the retreat, COMPULSORY. my ASS. i decided to stand firm and ignore her. even if it will affect my appraisal in apr, or even affect my life in pharmacy, i don't give a damn. cuz it's either i leave after july or earlier. i'll be leaving. stupid women in the pharmacy. brainless. and my friend is being forced to take up rotating shift. HA. life there just sucks

what else? haha.. well had been busy dealing with the youth changmaker fund. the grant that would make us rich for the ubin camp. =) so troublesome, so many rules and regulations, and requirements. sucks la, don't u agree sister? HAHA. but it's not a chore doing it u know.. it's just, troublesome. HAH.

week zero comign up. i do hope i don't get too involved. cuz im not sure if i can cope, especially if my headache doesnt go away.

haha. follow up team. procrastination. proposal full of grammar mistakes, and full of weird paragraphs... he can tell me he din find anything wrong. this guy just pisses me off sometimes. ha. too stubborn for his own good. shu hui gonna have a hard time having him as a log head. ha. clar, take note. not easy. haha but who cares! haha. bleah.

OH YEAH.
haha
i just went to watch jeff cheung's concert!!!! some chinese old guy. but voice still as nice as before. haha. zhang xin zhe. oMG i cant believe i went. well, it was with my aunt and bro and i din have to pay a penny. so i went. =p

it was quite corny and fun. haha. it was kinda weird listening to him talking in chinese though, not really used to it.

its my first time being to max pavillion since one year ago. felt really weird stepping in. i missed that place i guess.

alrights it's 2 plus now, im going to slp. nights. =)