brrrrrrr

Ahhhhhh. just kinda argued with jeff. well, i think he's angry with me. why? because i let him stay up though he's feeling damn sick so that he could call me but i ended up busy watching tv. but sigh! just wanted some noise at home! so i switched on the tv, but ended up watching it. Brrrrrr. im sorry la. i know he's sick, i know he's frustrated and irritated. but sigh. anything la. my tolerance level for sick ppl are higher than normal citizens. wad more he's jeffrey. and WAD NOW. im pissed cuz of the labtop la bloody shit. who said im angry when i know im at fault?!!!! hmph. now im really mad.

anyway i don't know why i'd been feeling rather tired these few days. yeap, fever trend again. but who cares. even my dog had diarrhea, wads new. tired of cleaning up shits and all, and ended up not slping well, and then another night of late night slp when i had to wake up on a stupid saturday to work again. how annoying can it get sometimes. HMPH. grumpy about everything now. but yes, i shall smile.

met up with charmaine, grace k, cheryl and shaz just now. haha it was fun talking to them. yeap. but sad thing was to hear about charm and keith. well, it made me wonder, wads going to happen in a year's time? everyone changes, so does a relationship. it just depends if both parties want to maintain it. i know charm worked hard at it. sigh. i do hope she doesnt regret her decisions. it's so good to have a mum who knows everything and would help to give advice and all. like my mum doesnt care about me these days. HA. great. im jealous. well by the way it was funny to talk about the ppl from sec sch. haha kevin?!!! haha. it reminded me of the childish days we had. over a guy. HAHA. so fuNNy. but i'd rather remember kevin than KIM. haha. which cheryl just reminded me justn ow. haha and weirdly i kept getting reminded of him just now. grossssss. HAHA. grace khoh, kevin, peiying, and me. HAHA wad a funny combination! =p

gladys and marcus broke up. well. another sad thing about relationships. it's hard i guess, for long distance r/s. ha. poor people.

they all thought im getting on well with jeff! haha. well it's well and stable now. but seriously, im not sure wads gonna happen when he enters army. yeap, in a month's time. and the old over sensitive and insecure me might just reappear again. im scared. haha. and these months hasnt been that peaceful also wad. how many times i tried holding him back. and cried downstairs his house. no one knew. HAHA. im trying hard here too. so is jeffrey. i know i can be really annoying and unreasonable sometimes. and yes childish. well..

just called mummy. asked her how she is. and told her i miss her. haha. im so gay. havent really seen her face for the past week. sigh. it's probably the greatest distance ever, though shes not anywhere but home everyday but i nv get to see or talk to her. cuz when shes home, im aslp. sigh!!! i hate this. thats why i said im childish. and jeff probably doesnt like the fact that im whining every night. ayes. wadever.

grace said that my blog is boring. HEY! haha. it's only thru all these then ppl will know wads going on in my life wad. though i'm always lazy to post pics and in fact not many pics to upload. but its still a cool blog. HAHAHA. bleah. all the best grace when u're back there. study hard.

im tired of nagging and complaining. going to slp. love my friends. love jeff. nights.