Worse month ever

yup. July used to be the best month ever. I'd always be happy when it's my bdae. i guess.

but this year.. it had been the toughest month.

i saw dr for the 3rd time this month. not about dengue. but yes, i caught bad flu. until now my mucus is still flowing and i'd been coughing like mad. sigh. my immune system needs some strengthening. i know. will eat more oranges and vitamin c. cuz falling sick just feels sucky. and it's not fun taking mc like how it was in the past. and i did not take mc yesterday, so struggled during work to wait for time to crawl.

well. it's the first time of my life that i had so many friends leaving to study. well. not surprising. but sigh. guess it's been enough for me. janice just left yesterday too. i was sad.

broke up with jeff and patched back again. well it happened this month too.

let me just pray that august would be a better month. which i dun seem to see it happening. because... i'm left with 2 weeks to study for my dispensing test. it's just like another DPP with ms hor back in school. and this time round i realise i dun have as much time and energy to study. stressed. and im working 3 weekends this coming month. with 2 weeks of consecutive 7 days working nonstop. stupid schedule is going to kill me. like tomor i'll be working, and next sat i'll be working too. screwed up schedule. sigh.

i'll take care of myself. i'll try.

things with jeffrey are better now. and im happy. =) it had been tough walking till this part of the journey. it's hard to explain i guess.

alrights. im going to load youtube to watch already. it's a sat and i spent my time studying a bit and slept for a couple of hours till now. well, or should i say i spent most of my time sneezing and coughing. haha. alrights. cya.