=( i was listening to the songs i have in my media player as im studying. suddenly i came across to this clip that deborah khoo has recorded it during one of the midnight sessions she had not slping before the semester ended last sem?
haha. sigh. how i missed those times when she and i just crapped nonsense online at like 3 plus till 6 plus in the morning whenever we stayed up to study. we were each other's motivation. i loved her company in the wee hours of the morning. right now, im studying too. but i dun see her anywhere. suddenly missed her presence so much.
the song she sang, though it's not very nice. HAHA. it kinda made me want to cry. deb.... pls come back faster can u. im hoping to be strong thruout this period where things just seem to be overwhelmning for me. i want to cry already. sigh. everything is starting to fall apart. i feel that coming. this is not a good feeling.
i always talk abt deb. i still do. in my everyday life. whenever im reminded, she'll be the topic of my conversations to others. that only make me miss her more than ever. oh my gosh. my closest friend in the club. one who could understand wad the heck im talking, and know when do i not mean wad im saying, and know when im upset, and when to speak sense into my puny brain when im doing nonsensical stuff.. one who knows that im not good at expressing myself, yet understands me most of the time. haiiiii. deborahhhhh where are u. =(
dec is round the corner, right? it's coming soon, right? i really hope so. time for her to open the 3rd card soon. hope shes all well and safe. and come back as one piece. ahhh I MISS her. =(
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